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這集真的太催淚,看到最後忍不住。

當一個外科醫生知道自己是癌症末期,治癒的機會只有5%不到,身邊都是自己熟悉的同期住院醫師,應該是很可怕的一件事!

可怕的地方在於你很難和同伴說:「我得了癌症」,你知道他們會很擔心,你知道他們會用盡一切方法、找遍所有資訊、善用各種人脈,來讓你免於死亡的威脅,而這卻是你感到恐懼或難以啟齒的事情,盡管你很需要他們的關心,伸出手來拉你一把。對自己越熟悉的領域而束手無策,那種失望和對心情的打擊程度越會加倍。

我喜歡這集yang的表現,雖然平常她真如機器人般專業而冷漠,但在重要時刻她知道身為一個朋友該做些什麼才是對她最好。

yang:「No, I can't do my job......I think you came me for help, and that's what I did......because sometimes we win, Iz......and I want you to fight, ok?......no matter whatever that's worth, I want you to fight!!...」

Iz:「thank you....」

「Practicing Medicine doesn't lend itself well to make friends. Maybe because life and mortality are in our faces all the time. Maybe because in staring down death every day,we force to know that life every minute is borrowed of time.And each person to let ourselves to care about is just one more loss somewhere down the line. For this reason,I know some doctors just don't brother making friends at all.But rest of us,we make our job to move that line to push the loss as far as we can.」~by Mere.

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醫學影響了交友。

或許生或死總是都在我們的臉上展現,也或許每天目睹死亡讓我們更知道活著的每一分鐘,就像是跟上帝借一點時間,而每一個我們所在乎的人,也抵不過死亡的招喚。就因為這樣的因素,有些醫生選擇獨善其身,但對我們而言,我們將竭盡所能的推遲那一秒的降臨。

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